累

最近都好累 一直在发梦

即使一下子的午睡都可以发梦

所以每次一倒下床就睡着了

睡得越久就越累

可是我好像睡

别再梦了 我不想累

mad

is a busy and tiring day

non-remembered lecture

i hate to get disturb when i was sleeping.. extreamly mad

and i hate they keep calling my name in fully three word

my shout out '' please dont call my name again''

it really get mess in my webpage assignment, non of us know what is happenning

and the plan always not the plan..

whats thats so difficult for us? just code.. and its enough tough

who can help me and we? i and us need a hand

i want perfect work but i dint have perfect brain.. whyyy

its all regarding to econs

human wants unlimited but resources are limited

how can it fulfill us?

i need more power.. please bless me

thank you

sweetie

I like this background of my blog that I set

I love the person and like to being with her much

I hope to stick with her whenever she or me going

eventhought we was living far from each other but we still meet up with each other last week

really feel happy to stick with you

we having our late lunch in T.O.S

Its late because of me always being late.. sorry babe i'll try to get my time reduce and thanks for your patient too ^^

We waiting for my meal while you playing ' me and your' phone and keep capturing me

by the way i'm look doesn't nice on that day

my meal come all my food being capture but just not yours haha

and you was @@

I like to being the day with you sweetie

to my love - 可以把我们联系在一起的东西越来越少了，请别把我们的爱给降温了

厌倦

相见的人不代表是可以相处的

在这短暂的相处

我觉得好疲累 好烦

你们没有共同的地方 我试着迁就

但是忍耐也时有个限度

我厌倦了当传话筒 厌倦了你们24个小时都在叫着我的名字

一开始的胡闹我接受 但日子久了这不是习惯了 而是厌倦了

我宁愿一个人生活

宁愿空间里只有自己心里的声音 哪怕我会怀念从前

但我也不想厌倦我的未来

我选择离开

爱

是爱深了 还是无法自拔了

开始什么都在意和在乎了 哪怕是些小事

但我从不挂在嘴边

希望你能在自己的身边 这似乎不可能

我们都知道原因

你不想让我失望 但我宁愿失望只想渴求那一点点的希望

爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂

Ms leo

the moment began i being alone

is it the place i wish to? or the feel i need to?

in the pass i wishing i could staying alone to let me enjoy the moment

but now i feel that being alone is being separated from the world

does it felt bad?

i could cope it, this who i'm

Ms leo

一个

想着没什么 但却有点伤感

上不是因为孤单 是因为自己在人群里却还觉得孤单

想着想着 我还是一个

想

想着那无人的夜晚 会有点害怕

但是还假装坚强

我想要你的陪伴 想就这样抱着你到天亮

什么都不想

好想再抱着你的温柔 直到把眼睛闭上

什么都不想

好想 即使得不到也要尽快的睡着

因为 在梦里还有另一个你在等待着自己

我爱你

I miss you missing Me

Someone tell me, you found somebody

found some body new

i'm happy for you, maybe thats why i don't hear from you

like i used to like a faded photograph out moment in the pass sometimes

I miss you missing Me

calling me on the phone asking me how i doing asking if i alone

I miss you missing Me

guess you wont be asking bout me when you see my friends, guess that had to end

i won be hearing what you been up to, like i used to had our time our time has passed

no there's no going back

sometimes

I miss you missing Me

when someone call me up at night

i hold my breath i close my eyes

i wait and hope and pray it will be you

call me on the phone

ask me how i'm doing, asking me if i'm alone

I miss you missing Me

I miss you missing Me

Someone tell me, you found somebody

found some body new

i'm happy for you, maybe thats why i don't hear from you

like i used to like a faded photograph out moment in the pass sometimes

I miss you missing Me

calling me on the phone asking me how i doing asking if i alone

I miss you missing Me

guess you wont be asking bout me when you see my friends, guess that had to end

i won be hearing what you been up to, like i used to had our time our time has passed

no there's no going back

sometimes

I miss you missing Me

when someone call me up at night

i hold my breath i close my eyes

i wait and hope and pray it will be you

call me on the phone

ask me how i'm doing, asking me if i'm alone

I miss you missing Me

回忆

一整天下来的忙碌 还要承担一大堆的人际

这样的方案是不是错了

想变得更好但却好像慢慢的疏远了

是人在变还是日子今时不同往日

每每的从前都是美好的

所以人总喜欢回忆过去

想你了 想你们了

我也想回到过去

回忆总是美好的

sunshine love

Good morning sunshine

the new day morning, i miss you deeply again and again

every moment i hope that i can stay beside you even just a close sight

i miss your warm your fever

you were the one who let me feel really hapiness now

I love You babe

the deepest love that no word could be mention

fulfillment

Its was a tiring day, I miss my bed when the time i wake up, its mustn't leave me

I try to keep concentrate and energy in my classes, but I still falling a sleep

It was really a bad feel when you start to dream but your ear still hearing somethings and it was from the lecture, thats was a torturing for me

My class end with an empty stomach and tired soul

which should i choose to fulfill my needs first?

For pass I'll choose to fulfilling my soul first cause i dont even care will i really get gastric

but now I need to care bout it , if it started and it will come badly to me

D0ne to fulfilling my stomach next is my soul

Soul will always have not enough of fulfillment even that how early you sleep or how long time you sleep also will feel not enough

Its really not enough for me to sleep less than one hour and i need to wake up and clean my house to fulfill my skin in a clean environment, this what girls and i care the most

All have been done and again is the time to fulfill me and my housemate stomach

Prepared dish for the dinner tonight, somethings simple that I can make it taste

The last part of the day to fulfill my edu care needs, need for my knowledge need for my future and need for my CGPA

The last but not lease is I miss you deeply

p/s : who the one? you should know ^^

过去 现在 未来

想说 我的天

是自己没恢复记忆还是我根本就没有记忆

我让你登入了自己以前的部落格

我忘了自己有多久没在那里出没

我以为已经很久了 就没去回忆了

但是那里最后的一篇文章 还是同一个年份的

那篇文章里叙述了第一次的我们

我也忘了那一篇回忆我会把它放在文字里

你开始翻阅我的曾经 而我开始紧张

我不知道你的思想 不知道你觉得的曾经和现在是否一样 还是不是你喜欢的

总觉得自己的过往都是不好的 不知道你还能不能接受自己

我在乎你 在乎你的看待 在乎你的一点一滴

我只想把快乐带给你 而不是悲伤

我的过去复杂而混乱

即使那仅仅只是个过去 我觉得还是个污点

虽然自己没有那么地承认过 但是还是间接的接受了

过去的自己我想让人看到自己真实的心

就用一个躯体掩盖了一切

我还是自己 不管是过去还是未来

我的心也在你那里 不管是现在还是未来

完美

日子的摧残 自己变得更加憔悴

想做很多事情 想把一切都变得更好

哪怕自己没有这种能力 但是还是想让自己试试看

人总说别让自己做后悔的事 但若什么都不做 人该怎么成长

有些人都说 人总该跌倒后才会学习成长

我想要茁壮的成长

我不想要只是仅仅的好而已 而是更好

成绩我也想要比谁来的都更好

人往往都是在想 如果人能继续踏进接下来的脚步 一切都可以变得更完美

我也要这一种的完美

One and a half month

Passing by one and a half month, I could able to feel your warm, see your eyes .

Hug you tightly as we dint't see each other a period of time.

I do appreciated you willing to being here for me.

Sorry that I owning you such a long time, you'r tired with you family stuff recently

But I still asking from you, my heart feeling painful when my eyes look at you, my decision and my selfhood makes you even more tired and languish.

I miss you much, very much it since the moment when you disappear from my eye sight.

Its was like a dream that you were being beside me and I'm feeling your temperature.

I treasured the moment with you, scared that if I wake up it all was just a dream.

If its the fact I wish that I never wake up again.

Its really feeling sweet when i have the moment being with you, your hug is so warm for me.

Its make my heart pain again when I saw your tears dropping, i don't know what reason is it and i dint't question much.

Bringing my warm for you to let you feel as what I feel on you.

You'r my beloved the one i love for my life

Q~ When was the date we would feel the warm from each others again?